Christmas and New Year's Eve... The holidays that are supposed to mark a new beginning, a new year, a new chapter of our lives..
It's all about offering and learning to receive, it's all about hope, joy and love. People often say "the next year I'll do that" or "starting with January the 1st..". But we don't realize we don't need to wait for a new year to change something.
I felt this year like a challenge for me. I felt that I have to learn all those lessons in order to be happy and to progress. I always choose the hardest way, but I'm satisfied with what I achieved and I'm so thankful for all the little things that I received. For me, those are the most important.
I'm even more convinced that what matters the most in this life can't be given by material things. People, friends, feelings will always make you feel accomplished. Everything else is temporary because nothing in this world can buy the soul.
It's for the first time when I don't have a white Christmas and it feels strange, but interesting at the same time. I got my Christmas present a few months ago and I am blessed and incredibly thankful for that.
My heart is divided.. A part of it is Romania, with my mother, with my family, with my friends. Other part is everywhere in the world, where the people that I care about are. Another part is in New York and Southampton. But the most important part of my heart is here, with me, and i feel so happy and so powerful because of that.
Even if it's hard, one of my goals is to learn how to be warmer, how to express, how to show and how to say my affection and my feelings. We all need to be reminded how loved and appreciated we are!
Thank you, 2015, for the amazing persons that I met, thank you for changing my life when I less expected it, thank you for bringing me love, passion, happiness, lessons and dreams!!
Merry Christmas and a happy New Year!!!